I Am What I Am

I want to revel in my sorrow
Forget myself in memories
Drown myself in tears.

I am the ocean
Calm yet ferocious
Loved yet hated
Remembered yet...
Forgotten

I feel as if I am on clouds
Floating in memeories
Happy yet grim
Charling yet...
Alarming

I am a dream
Sometimes pleasant
Sometimes nightmarish
And almost always...
Forgotten.

Yet I dream
Of you
And dream as I may
I remember and forget
Your way
Of talking, walking and
I am irascible

Yet...
I am what I am.

2010.05.20